I need to take time more often.

June 19, 2011

This weekend I've had the opportunity to take some time to just sit, relax and appreciate everything and everyone I have in my life, and it's something I need to do more.

As I was more or less confined to my couch this weekend due to a quick back procedure, I had limited views of the world.  The view that got me thinking the most was that of the front window in my house.  I can't tell you how many times I looked out that window and was just in awe of the colors that nature brings forth.  I must look out that window 10 times a day, but never realized just how beautiful it was until it was the only window I could look out.  The brilliance of the green leavs agains the bright blue background stopped me in my tracks more times than I could imagine. 

The fact that I've got an entire flock of yellow-headed blackbirds on my birdfeeders relying on me for some nourishment got me thinking about the positive impact I can have on my surroundings.  Again, something I took for granted.

Speaking for only myself, I tend to get caught up in the minutae of the day.  Hopping from one problem or opportunity to the next.  How can I strive to be better.  A better husband, a better son, a better salesperson.  I want to be the best with everything I do.  Yet one thing I am far from the best in is appreciating what is around me. 

This is something that I would definitely like to focus more of my attention on.  I have spent years trying to learn as much as I can about my profession, and I think I've done a fine job learning and applying that knowledge to become one of the best in my field.  I certainly want to maintain that.  What I am looking for is balance.

I want to be the best Appreciation Technician I can be.  Whether it's a work victory or a personal victory.   A bird on my feeder or a beautiful sunset.  I want to truly thank God for the absolute wonders that are around me every day. 

I live a truly blessed life.  I have a roof over my head, food in my belly and my wife and family are incredible.  Everything I work hard on pays off huge dividends.  I want to work hard on my appreciation skills.  I know that the serenity gained will be a direct result of appreciation given.

There's always next year...maybe

Chicago Cubs...Why do you keep disappointing me. 3 errors in the last two innings. I think I give up. Below is my personal ad, looking for a new team.




Baseball fan, doesn't mind mild disappointment. Over .500 record preferred. I enjoy lazy Saturday afternoons watching you as you glow in my television. Favorite colors are blue and red, but would be willing to change...for the right team. I've almost given up on baseball, but maybe you can make me a fan again. One can always dream...I guess. Please send current record and list of relievers. Maybe we can meet up at the team shop. Please know, I'm very loyal. Please, don't break my heart again.