I need to take time more often.

June 19, 2011

This weekend I've had the opportunity to take some time to just sit, relax and appreciate everything and everyone I have in my life, and it's something I need to do more.

As I was more or less confined to my couch this weekend due to a quick back procedure, I had limited views of the world.  The view that got me thinking the most was that of the front window in my house.  I can't tell you how many times I looked out that window and was just in awe of the colors that nature brings forth.  I must look out that window 10 times a day, but never realized just how beautiful it was until it was the only window I could look out.  The brilliance of the green leavs agains the bright blue background stopped me in my tracks more times than I could imagine. 

The fact that I've got an entire flock of yellow-headed blackbirds on my birdfeeders relying on me for some nourishment got me thinking about the positive impact I can have on my surroundings.  Again, something I took for granted.

Speaking for only myself, I tend to get caught up in the minutae of the day.  Hopping from one problem or opportunity to the next.  How can I strive to be better.  A better husband, a better son, a better salesperson.  I want to be the best with everything I do.  Yet one thing I am far from the best in is appreciating what is around me. 

This is something that I would definitely like to focus more of my attention on.  I have spent years trying to learn as much as I can about my profession, and I think I've done a fine job learning and applying that knowledge to become one of the best in my field.  I certainly want to maintain that.  What I am looking for is balance.

I want to be the best Appreciation Technician I can be.  Whether it's a work victory or a personal victory.   A bird on my feeder or a beautiful sunset.  I want to truly thank God for the absolute wonders that are around me every day. 

I live a truly blessed life.  I have a roof over my head, food in my belly and my wife and family are incredible.  Everything I work hard on pays off huge dividends.  I want to work hard on my appreciation skills.  I know that the serenity gained will be a direct result of appreciation given.